I'm grateful for...
My sobriety, the gift of prayer within my life today, when i can't- WE CAN, Vanessa, my mom, Divine interventions- even when they aren't what i think i want in that moment- i trust my HP, these grat lists that i get to share and the connections that happen bc of them, acceptance, ability to sit with the pain of loss today and walk thru to the other side of it instead of crumbling under the pressure of it all today, not having to walk thru it alone today, how working w anther alcoholic is the cure for what ails me today, ability to see God in ALL today, spending time w Maddy last night, the sweet and thoughtful gifts he brought to me, the true friend I've always had in him, taking a mental health day today to get my bearings back, my social network of fellow sufferers, the PAUSE, the glory of an inventory, and for the ways in which my HP saves me from myself today- by definition that is GRACE!
Intention for the Day...
To remember what i have agency over and where my responsibility lies- w myself and my actions, attitudes, and reactions- today i can CHOOSE to be better!
