The length of time I have from alcohol and drugs continues to grow. And I become aware of compulsive behaviors with food, s-e-x, technology, and people that were normalized in my addiction. I dig deeper there is a TSR group for this and for that each time I become aware and then say ok now I have one day again. I tell myself it’s ok the awareness acknowledgement and surrender are all part of the process. I tell myself I need to figure out my sobriety date… and all I keep coming up with is today. And for me that’s ok. I recognize that progress doesn’t mean perfection and the perfection I’m seeking in my sobriety is a reflection. I’m happy to slow down and be here today. 
Sobriety birthdays
Drinking alcohol - February 2020
Cigarettes January 2021
Marijuana - July 2019
LSD, Mushrooms, Meth, Cocaine March 2019
lust - Decamber 25, 2021
Internet & technology - December 27, 2021/todayish