My sobriety isn't always rainbows and butterflies...my sobriety is raw,true,dark and ugly. Addictions never goes away no matter the length of being clean or sober or in my case both. I have day's where I'll hurt anyone just to get meth,crush and snort my meds or to pick up the bottle. I then start jonezing really bad to the point that I'm acting out in ways but somehow still manage to stay clean and sober. Ya I smoke weed despite my CHS but the weed helps my mental illnesses, especially my C-PTSD. It's better than me using meth and other hard drugs. My sobriety has also made me gain more than I ever lost while in active addictions. My sobriety is something no one can take away from me but myself. I'm proud of how long I've been clean and sober for. I'm proud of how far I've come
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Way to go!!!!