My wife has cancer and she expressed today that she wants to finish her treatment in the hospital. My heart, it’s hard sometimes. I just box breathe and tell myself it will be ok until I gather my composure. I said “do whatever you think is best.” In my mind “but that means I’ll have less of you to remember.” We just had a baby. I didn’t have anyone to love me before my wife. God sent her to heal me. I’m just grateful I can go through this without getting drunk or loaded so I’m here with her.
I am so very sorry you are going through this. It’s wonderful though that you can be sober for her and the baby. Take care!
Hang in there. Get to lots of meetings and talk about it. The best thing you can do is stay sober one day at a time.
Prayers brother 
This is heartbreaking.
Keep utilizing breathing exercises and so very sorry to read that you are going through this, David.
Glad that you are sober, remaining sober…especially through such a difficult time and realities.
I am sending along healing thoughts and prayers for strength.
David, you and your family are in my prayers. I am so sorry you are going through this but grateful to see you do it sober. WE stay sober, I get drunk..
Prayers to you and your family David 
Prayers brother
David my thoughts are with you and your family. Love and light 🩵
I’m here for you brother. I’ll friend request you now. Reach out anytime🙏