Written this morning
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I have had many days in sobriety where sitting quietly feels like enough. Not wanting or needing for anything. Just feeling full with where I am and what I have. Knowing that I’m fine just the way I am. Yet, there are still too many days that i want/need more. I want excitement and chaos. I don’t want to sit quietly and use my recovery tools and live in the solution. I want to run! This is my life as a recovering addict. Doing my best ODAAT to stay where I am and accept everything just the way it is. To find peace in the ebbs and flows of life and my thinking. I’m grateful to be where I’m at today, and to know how to run to the light (inside me and with my HP), than to run to the darkness
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