So I am new here. I decided I needed to reach out and find a community to help me. I was 2 + years sober until Oct. 6th. I’ve been going down a black hole of depression since May 23rd. The day I was sexually assaulted. I haven’t really dealt with it. I got addicted to my anxiety meds and lost my job. I’ve been unemployed for almost a month. I have some liquor in my freezer that I want to gulp down. I am an extremely depressed disaster. I don’t have much support and I feel like God is punishing me.
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Get rid of whatever is in your freezer. Get your a$$ to as many women's AA meetings as possible. You will find a lot of support there. "god" is not punishing you. You're punishing yourself by making a bad situation worse. Get to meetings ASAP.