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One day on, three days off, four days on, one day off, one day on, one day off, two days on, one day off....im over it. I effing hate it. Day 1....one day off. Hopefully the start of everyday off. Isolated as usual...just me and my 2 chihuahus. The loves of my life. But its just us. Always just us. Im realizing i am not some special super human who can magically do this alone and stick with it. I cant afford rehab, i cant afford a co pay once a week for therepy so im hoping this is a start for connecting to something other than bad influences and substances. So, yea. I dunno.... i guess we will see.

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Welcome Nicole!

Welcome to the community I hope you find lots of support here. It's hard in the beginning but things do get better and more manageable with time

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Welcome

Thank you

I get drunk. We stay sober

Welcome Nicole. Sobriety can be very lonely, but just remember that you are working on yourself and in doing so the right people will enter into your life. You’ve got this!

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