Life’s been quite different over the last year. I’ll spare some details but in a 5 month period I had 3 friends died, broke my collarbone, got a divorce. Everything changed very rapidly for me and I didn’t have the proper tools to process these very significant emotions but I did have alcohol. So my relationship with drinking changed for the worse. I was now drinking alone for the first time and I was drinking a lot. Fast forward to this last March and I had my 3rd suicide attempt and landed myself on an involuntary psych hold for 5 days.
Today I am certainly grateful to be here. Grateful to know I am not alone in healing. Grateful for my support system of friends and family. Grateful to still have my career. Grateful for my sobriety. And very grateful for skiing and mountain biking.
Day 35 sober and healthy. 
