New jobs and recovery. I feel like every job I start, I get PTSD and panic from a new environment and new surroundings and people. I thought thos goes away? As I start these jobs my gut says why are you not in Texas yet. Its the fear. I feel like another move can push me to a break. I know time is ticking. I just got my nursing license back without any restrictions working on a Texas license. Its fingerprints after fingerprints. I just had them done now I have to go to Chicago IL to have prints done for Texas. My god. What is the difference? With fingerprints?
Listen just remind yourself that your worth it you do belong that you can do this . Believe in yourself hun because you should I obviously dont know you but we all have value in this world you've survived this awful world through probably the worst just have faith in yourself and find what works for you I believe in you 
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The ptsd is part of my addict/ego that wants me back! Once I realized my addict/ego is trying to ruin anything good in my life, I can easily say effff you! And blow that shiiit out. Anytime I feel anything negative I know it’s my ego. I can choose to transcend.
16 years sober and grateful. I’m here if you want to talk or have any questions