New to loosid! I've had hundreds of Day Ones and really need this to stick this time. Recovering from alcohol abuse, please help!
Welcome if you're going to count, count the days sober. They are much more rewarding. Get connected with a local group like AA. there are zoom meetings here. I also recommend getting educated on addiction. If your doc is alcohol start by reading Alcohol Explained by William Porter. It's easy to read and understand. There's a great group of people here willing to help. Don't hesitate to reach out anytime. Best of luck in your journey.
Do something different this time. AA meetings?
Unfortunately AA is what I've kept trying without it working. I am looking for a different way to seek help that isn't based solely on 12 steps
Welcome Iris! Glad you're here Girl!! The steps were pivotal for me! I tried a few times too before I stuck around and let ne tell you, I wouldn't be here today if I didn't come back!
Welcome to the community. No matter how many day ones you've had, it's only that day, one at a time, that matters. Focus on what we can do right now. This moment, today, to stay sober. The rest will come. Much love!
Working/living a program of any kind is not for people who need it.. it’s for people who WANT IT.
Wether it be a 12step fellowship or another form of fellowship surrender to win 
“All it takes is a desire”

You may need to change your out look.on aa. There is celebrate recovery look on line.