New to the app. Idk why, but it seems to me, every time I stop drinking. The world tests me in all kind of ways! Then i fall back in regret. Wish i was back to the 2 years I was doing before i relapsed. Love life. Stay positive!
Hmmm...are you sure that the world wasn't testing you when you were drinking but you just can't remember it?
I use to think my life was harder sober. But once I got my act together, I realized what an absolute mess my life had become because of my drinking. The problem with being sober was, I had to actually face life and not hide from it under the haze of alcohol.
You are having to face life on life's terms. Give it time. You may discover that it is not as bad as what life was like drunk.
Your absolutely right! I remember when i stopped for the first time and had to deal with everything I put away. It's just reality sinking in again. I forget how this disease can be!
Thank you, Congratulations on your accomplishments!