May 10th 2022. The day i decided to turn my life around. Its been hard to say at the least. The first 7 days were the hardest and i did with juat ke and my 2 year old in a motel room. The first night i really didn’t think i was going to lice through the night. The sweating, the chills the seeing things that werent really there. Slept in the shower in my room. When my dsughter woke me the next morning all i could fo was cry because i made it through the night when i all i wsnted was to die. Now with all the time that has passed i’m glad that i survived and gettinn to see my daughter grow up has been the happest time of my life. Do i miss it of coarse who wouldn’t miss it but do i want to ho back to it, absolutely not. It is possible to stay sober but it has to be what you want for yourself. Until you want to do it for you not for anyone else of not because someone tells you that you have to do it. You will always go back.
