New to this site. 120 days sober and the pink cloud has floated.
Dang those pink clouds coming and going as they please;) really there are certain walls in sobriety (neurologically speaking) and you just have to work through them. I just constantly reminded myself I’ll have to do all of this over again from the beginning if I give in. And I kept working the steps and it gets better and then things break sometimes and then things get better. An old man at my home group used to describe bad days or tough times as, “It’s just my turn. Now if I can just not make it worse.” We get to do life sober, other people have been doing it this way for a long time;)
Congratulations
Gotta pink parachute?
Welcome to the community dawg
Ride that pink cloud!! I’m 19 months in and still riding it!
Welcome!
Bro..it’s right around that time those pink clouds drift off and more clouds come. It’s a good indicator of how life goes on moving g forward. Good times come and they pass, bad times and they pass. The truth is we don’t have the liquor/drugs to numb or in my case blackout those times. Continue to turn towards recovery, embrace spirituality and try to remember if you are four months sober, you are winning! Most of us end up dead, in prison or in a mental hospital. Give yourself some credit it’s been four months of your entire life, how much time did you spend destroying your life? Clean time is a blessing an way you look at it. It gets better trust me, keep trudging g 
Congratulations sobriety is an amazing thing
Thank you