Today I am grateful that I had the courage and the heart to explain to my husband that I have not been happy for awhile! I explained how with my recovery I need a partner who is willing to accept my changes and change with me, my now soon to be ex husband still uses. I told him he can no longer be a part of my journey till he makes his own. By my decision we will getting a divorce!
My missing piece in life I was searching for was not him, it was myself!! I have found myself in my recovery, myself that I used to know and love. I am grateful that I have finally realized that what I needed all along was to once again find me!!
As I now focus on recovery and being single I finally cleared a burden of worry about life back home!! It was not as hard to do as I thought it would be!!!