Not happy with myself this totally stinks I have 100

Not happy with myself this totally stinks I have a husband he still drinks and wants me to stay up with him because he’s retired and I happen to be on vacation this week so this is not been a good two days off myself Lucas Nelson it’s not good I wake up and I find myself shaking I guess because of the alcohol terrible it makes me feel bad about myself but then I have another drink and it stops the shakes go away I do everything I can to try and keep it together doesn’t seem to work for me any suggestions anyone have I would greatly appreciate it I’m a good person I work every day I’m just not sure what to do.

It’s a terrible place to be. I had to get sober for me. I can only list what alcohol has given me and what it has taken away. There is no comparison. Getting sober cost me every relationship I had but everyday it gets a little better.

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Get your @ss to a meeting, then go to another one, then another one.

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Hi Ssndg, you have alot hoong on on your life. The shakes are Alcohol withdrawal symptoms. You have been drinking too much for too long. Because of the family situation you mentioned I think you may need professional help. In the very least you need to talk seriously with your husband about the drinking. In the end you have to take care of yourself. I talk to anyone about sobriety anytime reach out anytime

You should have a serious conversation with your husband about your drinking and the effects it's having on you. The unpleasant truth you may need detox from alcohol in a controlled environment. You can also try live AA meeting and talk to others that have gone through what your going through now.