Nothing My life sucks 120 days clean and sober. I hate my life
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Yep life is tough and u get dealt blow after blow. I get it I'm here if u need to chat . I'm not gunna sugarcoat it but your in. A rough patch just keep on getting up no matter what
Life is definitely better without booze. That's just a fact. I wish I could control myself like others. But I can't. I have too much at stake. I've grown now. I've faced my demons. I have a partner that trusts me.
You’re alive and have breath in your lungs. So you’ve got at least one thing to be grateful for.
There’s going to be things in this life that seem unfair but there’s also a lot that we can do for ourselves to rise out of certain situations. More than anything it start with your mindset. The more you believe life sucks the more it will. The more we can take time to appreciate the things we have and stay sober enough to build stability, then we can have more than we ever imagined we could.
Seems impossible now, but I promise you it can only go up from here if you allow it and work towards bigger and better things.
I totally understand, I really do. I’ve been right where you are, feeling like nothing’s getting better no matter how hard I try.
When people hit early recovery, it’s normal to feel like life sucks because your brain’s still healing and you’re learning how to feel again without numbing out.
You said you’re 120 days in, that a huge accomplishment. Those first few months are some of the hardest because you’re stuck in the in-between, where you’re not using but you’re not yet feeling all the good stuff recovery can bring. The fact you reached out here is exactly what you needed to do. It shows you want help, and that takes guts.
Keep talking. Keep showing up. This is temporary, and I promise it doesn’t stay like this forever. Where you are now is already so much better than the chaos of addiction. You’ve already proven you’re stronger than you know.
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Life is not the hallmark channel. Hoping you have a better day tomorrow 