Because behind my smile I'm so pissed, but I want be showing emotion, I won't be even telling my close friends, they can't fix me now I'm to broken, I don't why I'm doing things this way. I'm always making a mistake.
I close my eyes I can't escape.
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Hey Nicco! This disease is kicking your a$s at the moment. This is what it does to us. There is a way out. You can recover and be happy. What’s going on? How can we help? There are a lot of people here who have suffered terribly, and are now doing well. We want to help
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There is no help... nobody wants me, no family, no friends no love.... nobody, and I'm ok with that.. if nobody wants me then why should I care....
They are just tired of seeing you destroy yourself. They don’t understand how this disease works. You too, are sick and tired of yourself. This is exactly what we all go thru before we find our way out.
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My brother… you are not broken. Human beings aren’t machines that can be “fixed,” we tried that when we used and abused. Humans become wounded in life -trauma, pain, wear and tear on the soul. We don’t break… We bleed, we feel, and we heal my friend.
Whatever you’re going through bro… you’ve already made the right first move, you felt something! Guess what that means -you’re a normal human being. Plus you haven’t tried to drown it with drink or drug. Congrats!
You did the next right move you spoke up about it!! This implies that you give a fûck about yourself -moreover, that these particular feelings kinda suck and are taking you to a place you don’t like.
❤‍🩹:butterfly:
How amazing is that, looking back at where you were, where you have been, and all the crazy sh¡t that we recovering people do while actively using.
Keep the messages coming. Ask for numbers. Talk talk talk. Share share share… this disease takes us out when we fall silent.
All my love, thoughts, and prayers to you.
L
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We care Nicco! AA has given me a life I never thought possible. It's definitely not too late, I've been there
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Hey Nicco! I've been there, believe me. It's tough, but you are reaching out and that in itself is amazing! You can get through this. I'm sure, at one point or another, most of us has felt the same way as you are now. We can and do recover. It all starts with putting down that drink/drug. I heard this saying in a meeting and I believe it's so true, "we lose trust in buckets, and gain it back in drops". It may be a hard road to get your family back on your side, but it starts by taking that first step. I wish you all the best❤
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How are you doing today brother Nicco? May you find the strength to go get help. You’re a good person. You’re just a little sick and need to get help. It’s ok to need help. One day you’ll pay it back and help another in need.
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Just checking in bro. Hope all is well. ❤️‍🩹
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Are you feeling any better?
Dm me I'm not going to give my personal information out there