O m g my head will not shut up!!!!!
I feel crazy!!!!;
I feel like checking myself in seriously
To a mental hospital they'll keep me forever
Stuck at work gonna find some podcasts
It hasn't stopped since I woke up this morning
A butterfly just caught my eye don't they symbolize freedom. Sorry for talking so much
This just really hurts 


Hey. Been there. Have you gone to meetings? Reach out. If you are Seriously addicted you may need to be medically detoxed. Thatβs what saved my life. Then drinking medication also. Just keep fighting because a death from this is awful.
Deep breaths. Inhale peace and love, exhale stress and anxiety. Repeat to yourself that you are ok. Everything is ok. You are safe keep repeating and breathing. Your mind just got stuck in the hamster wheel. It happens to all of us. Recovery is all about finding healthier ways to get our minds to quiet down. It takes practice, but you can do it. Being aware, like you are now, is the starting place. Reaching out for help, like youβre doing now, is the next step. Now practice finding ways to get your mind unstuck. For me, it helps just knowing itβs my mind trying to mess with me. I literally tell it to shut up
I'm taking the Naltrexone a few days now maybe it will take a few more to kick in 
That mental stuff is just as draining as the physical stuff. Work WK 75% over then the hard part, being off work. Have a few fun things planned AND recovery meetings, for sure need to be somewhere in person also. Thank you for being there I had no where else to turn. I felt alone again. I don't feel so alone when I reach out
Just keep reaching out here. We got your back.
Excellent advice ! I had to talk to myself constantly always reassuring myself that I was safe and loved. Its working and I'm often amazed how quiet my head is
When you want to do something stupid play the whole tape all the way through if you don't like the end result on where that end of the tape will take you DON'T DO IT! Live for today hour by hour minute by minute. Give yourself some credit to your this far and you don't ever have to feel like that again unless you go back so just keep on putting one foot in front of another. Also use your phone pick it up call someone who cares call your sponsor get a soonsor and rule number 1 GO TO MEETINGS!!!!!οΏΌ