October 13, 2020 was the day that it all hit me!

It wasn’t till 2 months later I stopped. That day I got a call from a friend who asked what happened to my uncle. Unknowingly that he passed away my friend broke the news to me. Well my uncle literally did drank himself to death during the lock downs. Having just retired December 2019 42 years at large hospital system. He sat a home and drank every day. As a paramedic for 12 years Ive seen a-lot I’ve seen the end stage right when the liver fails in end stage the body is Golden yellow. He would call and leave drunk slurred messages. I then made the choice I want to help my family lineage and don’t want to be like my Uncle and father Professional alcoholics. Since I stopped my clarity is so much better Ive lost over 30 lbs .

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Wow! What a story and good for you. Sounds like you have the strength you need. You can and will do this and be the best man ever.

Yes I’ve built alot of strength.