ODed over the loss of this relationship last night not on purpose, just no fucks given not trying to be safe at all. Thank god I lived because it made me realize later that she’s just really sick. She told a story to make her the victim and it’s too late to back out now cause she’s got a following. She’s trying to blame me for things that either she did or never happened at all in hopes that I’ll eventually believe it. I’m glad I’m alive and I’m over this relationship. It’s sick, it’s taken a toll on me. I’ve made my mistakes but I loved her deeply. She used me to not be lonely, and never came clean about that even though I knew it. I’m leaving town and moving on with my life I deserve to be clean, and I deserve to be loved by someone not just stuck with them .
I’m sorry that happened to u
Damn bro it’s like I’m reading my own story, sans the od which I’m sorry to hear happened but glad you’re finding some positives from your ordeal! The best thing you can do for yourself is stick to your guns and move on my man. There’s absolutely no good that will come if you allow yourself to get sucked into the aftermath drama of who’s saying what etc.. You only have two things that you should be concentrating on and putting your effort into and that’s you and yourself nothing else. The more you get yourself better the easier it is to surround yourself with positive things and people while all the B.S gets left behind because suddenly you’ll realize there’s no place in your present and future for anything that doesn’t make you happy and healthy physically and mentally. Keep moving in the right direction and everything else will fall into place you’ll see:v:t2: