Ok, here is going to be the test for me

Ok, here is going to be the test for me tomm’. I’m attending a celebration of life for a friend of 30 years. I grew up in a small beach town called South Bay in California west coast. All of the best beach sports, skating punk rock, hip-hop, major booze, drugs. Everyone in the SB is very honoree to its local community. This guy that passed away in a horrific motorcycle accident( crazy mofo) will be laid to rest tomm’. No it’s not at funeral home. His ashes will be spread over the Pacific Ocean as we paddle out to show respect. The celebration(party) will be held at the local Elk’s Lodge. This is one event I cant just show up for 30 minutes and take off. People from elementary will be there and want to talk to me. I feel pretty confident. My gals going w me and I will be hanging w a buddy who has had maybe 10 drinks his whole life. I feel like I got this but emotionally I can’t stand memorials and seeing his two twin boys 5 years old knowing their daddy is never coming home. Like I said in my previous post I’m really good or I can be really darn bad! God stay in my corner tomm’:pray: