With all this rain I haven't worked since before Christmas. But just being able to sit with myself and not need to be doing something truly is a miracle for me. Only took 37 years to get to this point.
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I am sooo happy for you! Getting okay with our own company is such a great feeling. I love being alone so much today and appreciate my alone time. You’re worth hanging out with! Don’t need anyone else.
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It's really such a trip how different we are when we get sober. It's like I didn't even really know myself!?
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There is so much to learn. It’s a good time.
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Really. Who would have though getting together with people just as fucked up as us. And talking about our problems/solutions would be the highlight of our day. I wouldn't have it any other way at this point.
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I hope to be at that point one day, I tend to over compensate so I don’t have to feel or think. One day I’ll be ok alone! I’m just getting to know myself. Good for you for being able to find yourself!
As many times as I've tried to get sober nothing ever worked . I could get some days. But never anything significant. Even during those day they weren't good. The one this that I've done different this time is turn my will and my life over to the care of God. I stay in constant contact. And I am so serious everything just falls in line.