Old behaviors

I feel like I was thrown into a brewing pot of you know what yesterday...A situation came up with a used motorhome my ex sold a few months ago..the things a nightmare and the new owners are having problems with the paperwork like my ex did. Anyway so I spent half the day with him trying to get the original seller to write out a detailed bill of sale etc..and we drive to this beautiful castle looking home and once inside it's a sad reminder of a life I used to know. The lady is ...medicated as she put it..the house is beautiful but the people are all appearing sick in more ways than one. Long story short got the paperwork filled out..but I felt so weird like I had stepped back into a scenario from my old life n behaviors. Took me a couple hours to remember I really am just there for moral support I have nothing to do with the monkeys or the circus...just a stark reminder of how these diseases play out..IDC if your struggling with narcotics, booze, eating shopping ,gambling, or codependency the inner workings are the same. Smdh. And so thankful I am clean n sober for another day.

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