Habits can be so irritating. Frustrating. Demeaning sometimes. My heart doesn't want to look at every liquor store and sign I pass up, but my head does it anyway. The thing is, it's not because I want to go into those places...not because I want to buy that liquor...but because I'm so used to looking and logging each and every location for future reference. I'm determined to break this habit. There's going to be a day when my head won't turn to these signs, when I'll pass them and not need to look, and eventually...hopefully...not even need to notice they're there.
#thistooshallpass
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I used to shiver. I even stopped going to the Riteaid by my house because I would grab my vodka there at 7am OMG.
I don’t notice any more. I could carry a case of beer out for an old man and it wouldn’t phase me. It gets easier girlfriend. 
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Try to find another spot to look
It takes 18-30 days to change a behavior. It will pass, just be more alert at those times and look at a flower or a bird or something that catches your eye
It gets easier. We can’t escape it. Alcohol is everywhere