Omgeee so I am doing my best right now to hold it together n keep pushing forward..And the threat has nothing to do with my being an addict alcoholic..it has to do with my mental health..I'm tired of resorting back to this feeling of being discontented. I am a caregiver at night and a counselor during the day. And I have to find a way for me time that doesn't involve cleaning my house. I have my bff my golden retriever who is amazing..but jeez some days I have to remind myself how lucky I am that I did not die from my disease. So today I will do my best to have an attitude of gratitude. Rant over 
have a good day everyone.
