One of those days where I'm wondering what's all this for why can't I be that casual user that doesn't completely fly off the rails after that first hit or drink???? I've never experienced so much envy in my life coming up on 5 months and the struggle is very real
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Comparison is the thief of joy. The key is not fixating on the life we are missing, but on the life we gain. We often romanticize our past drinking, the parties, the fun, but we always need to remind ourselves of the terror alcohol brought. We destroyed relationships, broke down our lives, and disconnected from the world around us. Sobriety helps us find our place in the world and the people we need in our life. I had more fun Friday night heading to meetings and playing board games late into the night than I ever had going to the bar. This program helps you understand that you aren't alone, and we can never do this on our own. Please look for meetings and groups in your area. Find the people who will become your community, your family, and the harder you work for a better life the better your life will become. It takes time, it takes constant effort, but it's worth it.