1 year, 5months and 9 days without using any illegal drugs. 1 year 5 months and 9 days of taking my medication as prescribed, attending therapy 3x a week, actively trying to be a better mother, and trying my hardest to be a better human being. Seventeen months and nine days of not waking up dope sick, or in jail or back in prison. It seems like a lot when I say it like this, and it even seems praise worthy, like I should be proud of this accomplishment; and I am, but in a strange way. Humble pride without the ego maybe? Or maybe it feels strange to say that because I've drank several times during the last one year five months and 9 days, most recently on Friday when I got politely canned from a Boujee law office job that I had no business working in anyway as a 2x convicted felon, that's been to state prison twice for drugs. Idk am I lying to myself for holding on to my clean time from drugs, while having a separate date for alcohol use? Thoughts? Opinions? I know how I feel about it, but what are your thoughts on this?
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Congrats, keep it going
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It’s great you’re off the hard drugs but alcohol is just as bad. It’s stunts your growth mentally and you’ll make bad decisions…. Eventually and in my opinion your tracker should read accordingly until you quit the booze as well. Good luck 
That’s between you & God/HP. For me, when I drink I do drugs.