Only 2 days sober under my belt again. Its about the 1000th relapse and i am getting exhausted. Tried everything and nothing works. Mind hust switches to using andi feel totally unable to make the right choice.
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Mitchell, you’re not alone. I was a chronic relapser for years and felt hopeless. I tried to control my drinking countless ways only to fail.
However, I finally got sick & very tired and decided to go all in on AA. I had to make my sobriety my number one priority in life. Over finance, romance and even family.
16 years sober and grateful🙏.
I’m here if you want to talk or have any questions
Don’t give up hope all is not lost you have some tough choices to make but sobriety needs to be the most important thing in your life right now and first things first 2 days is great doesn’t matter how much time we have all we have is today and not drinking or using today is enough continue the good fight brother
I can't imagine what you're feeling but please don't give up. Keep going. Most, if not all of us in this community, relate to relapse. You just need to get up 1 more time than you fall. Maybe you need to try resources you haven't before. Have you tried a treatment center?
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