I need to call myself out and snap up or I’m gonna die. I just got released from the hospital due to a drug induced bladder infection. Now I have a catheter attached but I’m still alive. Please God, give me courage and be with me as I walk this path that I’m trying to be on.
Wake up call that unfortunately you needed. You can do this Kevin 
Thank you bro, yeah it was. This relapse really tore me up. I’m trying I reallly am.
My relapse in early recovery was so horrible, it helps me stay sober when I think of it. It made me more determined than ever to protect my sobriety at all costs
When I get taken over by that mental obsession I remind myself that I would rather STAY sober than GET sober again.
I had a wake up call too. Smoked a 1 gram dab of THC shatter and took some Norco before that. My body actually felt worse. Puked and couldn't breathe at all. Drugs are not your friend. They ruin relationships, ruin your life, and especially makes others think poorly of you. That's why it's so uplifting when you can overcome drug addiction!!