I stopped using pills 9 days ago. My husband has been very supporting. Thursday i picked up some meth to allieviate the hurt. We both struggled with meth for 18 yrs. I have been lying about my use to him and he still has my back. Why am i such a pos to continue to hurt him. I want to be clean, O have some medical issues that cause me dire pain but i dont want illegal drugs to fix me . How will I stop this craziness
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1st is to admit you have a problem.
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I do admit to him I have a problem! I tell myself everyday I have a problem
Detox?
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Not much of a detox but it did get ugly for a couple days
Putting my best foot forward
You are never a pos! Ever.
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On baby step at a time my friend, with as much gratitude as you can muster. Sounds like you have a hero of a husband to help.
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I understand completely I depending on meth for 4 years and the first 14 days are the worse.. but today I'm 40 days sober and it's not easy I didn't have energy and my bones hurt so bad, but I prayed and cried and prayed to Jesus to take the pain away.. and he said Get up get up you got this.. I know you can do it.. I pray you find the strength to get better.. 
Good for you for 9 days. Every second is a major steps.
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That’s great that he supports you in this. Praying for your freedom from the beast of addiction that we’re all fighting against🙏
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