Once the pink cloud of recovery passes it feels a bit harder, more depression, cravings aren’t as frequent but that addict voice trying mental gymnastics to say “well I could j stick to weed” “I could j have a beer when I go out to play pool w my friends” but at this point I know better. I can’t w out it leading to other stuff and taking over. I’m not at that place in life. And that’s okay
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