If I didn't reach out, and leave the darkness and possibly trying to take the easy way out, I don't think I'd be able to share what I'm going through, I'd be dead on my floor or everyone would think that I'm just over tired and sleeping still. But here I am, I'm here to show my story, my black hole experience,ps there is not rock bottom in my story, I survived and I thank my higher power, blessed to be here, grateful to have family and friends in the system, our system, we we can freely and speak the truth and not be judge, it does wonders, it could save lives if you understand, but I love you all and sending out another 24 hours God bless, much respect and love.