Please ive been struggling......i want to end my life. Nobody cares.
715-751-7315 is my number. I need help, hope and love.
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I'm sorry that you're dealing with so much right now. It may not seem as though anyone cares, and I know I'm just some random person on the internet, but I care.
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Liz,
You there?
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Liz we care.
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Hi Elizabeth. I can understand completely why you feel nobody cares. The hard truth is most people don't. In my experience most of the time everything boils down to a transaction of sorts. Most only care when there is something in it for themselves. It is also my experience as an addict/alcoholic in recovery now over 7 years that I am the king of isolation. Maybe you can relate ?? If you feel nobody cares why be around people ?? Here is another hard truth. You will not find people that care if you are not out in the world. Nobody is going to knock on your door, ask to get to know you and then start caring. I am saying this because I have experience with it. Nobody cares about me either. At least the way I feel they should. But then I find a way to get outside of myself. Maybe find a meeting or two. Come on this platform and see many people just like you and I. All struggling and then it becomes more clear. Not many people care but the ones that do will find you. You will find them. They will show up for you in some form when it counts. Obviously I do not know you and you do not know me but know this. I care because I can relate and understand your struggle. At least the little bit you've shown here. Your post came across my eyes and prompted a response from me. This is not a random coincidence. We must look out for each other. All of us that understand each other's struggles and addictions. The depression and loneliness. Whatever you feel nobody else will understand trust me. Somebody does . This is the power of reaching out. You reached out. I am here ready to listen to anything you would like to share and I know many more people will say the same. If you would like to keep this post going just reply here. If you feel a more private conversation would help you are welcome to send a friend request and chat in private. It doesn't have to be with me. Plenty of people on this app to chat with. Bless you and I hope you will read this, take my advice and start moving forward. 
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There comes a time in your life when you have to care for your own life. A time when it doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks. Once I started caring about my own life, others felt more comfortable caring about me. It took time before others could trust me enough to open themselves up to “caring” for me. I didn’t realize I hurt the people that cared about me. It hurt them to see me destroy my life. It hurt them that I didn’t show up for a family function. It hurt them if I showed up drunk and wasted. May you find the strength to care for yourself, and continue to do so ODAAT.
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We are here, and we are familiar with the feeling. But we are proof that it's worth staying for.
Liz I care. Breath through it, journal, go for a walk, yoga, meditation. My addiction took my there to. I’m 23 days sober. I live by 4 daily life changing routine. 1. Meditation 2. Did I feed my body good food 3. Reading. 4. Exercise. Get your self a community like this place. Never be afraid to reach out.
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We've all been there! Reach out 
Hi Liz. I was right where you are about 3 1/2 years ago. Please read my story in the sober spotlight area of this app. You can get through this. You need to reach out to someone you trust, and let them know you are struggling. There is help and there are people who do care.
Adding to my post above…
I found people who cared about me at AA. These people understood me. They knew from their experiences exactly how I was feeling and they loved me when I couldn’t love myself. They loved me when my wife and kids didn’t want to see me. It took time and work, but these people shows me a way out of my addiction and living in the problems.
We in recovery do care. Others do too, but they are too hurt, disappointed, frustrated, and angry with us that they don’t appear to care. But they do. It’ll work out for you. Have faith and do the work to stay sober. Miracles happen every day
In all honesty, I need to leave this relationship.
We so much care 
Hey are you still feeling this way?
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Just remember that the opinions of others does not determine who you are or where you will go in life I know it can be hard but it is possible to keep on the right track and not listen to what other people are saying to you.
Call someone please