Possible love of my life and I broke up today bc I relapsed, he has 2 kids and needs someone stable. I get it, I did it to myself. But still Feeling hopeless and alone
That rucks. Been there. Now you have to prove yourself. Tough road ahead. Just don’t give up. Time heals all. Get plugged in. Will only get better. Sobriety gives blessings and rewards. Put that hopelessness in the past and strive for the next minute clean and sober. And try to connect with a higher power. Easier to stay clean when someone or something has your back.
I'm there. Just think of everything positive. Your'e alive a new day. See the good and keep your spirits up. We have to have faith in it happened for a reason. Not easy to hear but I've cried and cried it only eats you up. You are a beatiful person making attempt to better yourself. You can do it. True love will come. 
I am so glad I found this site. Thank you to each of you that responded, it helped so much 
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What are u going to do now?
Sorry, haven't been on here in a couple of days. I had my hearing for custody today and I get my daughter back as long as I utilize soberlink, so good news. My sponsor recommended 90 meetings in 90 days, so that is what I will do. Boyfriend keeps breaking up with me, taking me back, breaking up again so done there. I guess just one day at a time and stay busy
It sounds like u guys might not break up if u get sober?
I am sober. He's scared it's going to happen again and I can't blame him
That’s awesome that ur staying sober. Good job!
Thank you! 11 days, not much but it's something
Amen Cory, Amen!!!!