Today just sucks. Any time I have relapsed, at the end of the day it all comes down to our financial situation. I took a huge mental crash mid day today when finances were brought up and all I wanted to do was drink. I didn't but if I had access to it, I'm scared that I would've relapsed again. I wish things were better.
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Way to reach out homie. Things are going to turn out so good for you it will make your head spin. One day at a time for real. Must stay busy to stay out of your head.
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I didn’t think things would turn around. They did, it was work. It’s normal to have a crash. Stop your reaction, all you can do is know tomorrow is a new day. Stop , breathe you’re okay. Tomorrow isn’t promised but your time with loved ones is in the moment. Create a moment that supports your recovery and demonstrates the amazing person you are.
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I was told when I have insecurity about finances to read pages 84-84 of the big book. The 9th step promises.
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