Im on day three after a really bad relapse… dont know how many days i drank.. wrecked my life again now im paying for it mentally and have to stay sober through the pain..
Alcohol is the theif of time, sanity, stability, passion, love EVeryTHING. Dont let it back in.
No matter how many times we slip. I know we'll make it out. We have too. We deserve to find out who we really are without it. Keep going.
At least you made it back. Try to use your relapse as a learning experience. If you can figure out what caused you to pick up that first drink, maybe you can see the warning signs in advance next time. I highly recommend going to a meeting and working a program, if you aren't already. It's the only thing that worked for me.
So happy you are still to keep trying. Progress not perfection. Figure out what led to your relapse and put a plan in place to recognize it for next time. You've got this!
Hang in there! I recently relapsed and I’m just starting to build myself up again. It’s suck 
Just be safe and try not to view it as this or that bur just flowing of a story.
Day three is better than day one. Glad you are not giving up!