These days im powerless against food and chocolate. I crave food more than I crave drinking which isnt so bad i guess. But being a type 1 diabetic my blood sugars have been high. Its wonderful having an appetite again and being able to hold the food down. This morning I ran to the store to get items to make for breakfast, walked right down the booze aisle and it didnt phase me. Today marks the longest sober streak i can remember having in 15 years. I feel more powerful than powerless.