The plan: laundry, stepwork, listen in on some cool zoom meetings… 
😵💫 -you know self care. New moon is here and I’ve got few distractions, oh wait… I’m an addict my mind is always seeking distraction 
Anyone else go through these incessant micro bouts of self sabotage and derailment. ❤️🩹
All the time brother! The house can be burning down around me, and I have the ability to sit quietly and ignore it. The mind is very strong. It’s up to us to train it to work for us…not against us
It's the new moon, time to manifest 
... although you may have an addict mind, the mind is a powerful tool that you can control... it takes practice and patience and a whole lot of self-discipline.
❤🩹:fire:
Thx man. You had me at “all the time…” identification is such a life preserver for me. My disease and the cråp I seek out to indulge it reinforces this isolationist/alienated 12yo in me. Dying inside. Unable to reach out. And under this false reality that no one else can possible understand this. 🫵🏽🤘🏽🫀🦋
Me everyday but I try my best to be happy ya know
hugs
Non stop
