I like to say that i adopted aa’s first hundred alcoholics who turned it into a daily and momentary choice protocol, for the most part thats true. However my life lately has become extremely complex. For the most part im grateful for the opportunity to have another day on this earth. I find that my sponsor expects a level of conduct mostly foreign to me but i dont find it out of the realm of possibility. I do however feel my sponsor should take the time to understand who i am before expecting default aa conduct reverant to the twelve steps and traditions especially since i never read the traditions, not really anyways. Im more of the freestyle type. Anyways im grateful that who i am can perservere and hopefully what i can do provides a way through.
