Purpose in our pain

Recovery
#1

Sobriety has been a gift so precious to me for a number of reasons. If you read my profile or know me on here we'll, you may have already heard my story. I won't share that tonight. What I do want to share are the two greatest gifts that sobriety has given me personally... My pain has been such a challenge. Every day for 20+ yrs. I lost the will to live. Attempted an overdose twice and very seriously attempted. It was jot my time. I was left for dead on another occasion. All that I ever asked my higher power for was a reason. If I knew why the pain. Why I have to endure this, I felt ot would make it easier.

I got that answer I. rehab, in a meeting. A class was graduating and I was chosen to be a chair person by my peers. There was my purpose...

1st it gave me purpose again in life. I haven't worked for 3 years and as a man, that hurts.
2nd it gave purpose to my pain. An answer to prayers I had prayed for countless nights and seemingly endless years. My will to live has not been I question since. The pain hurts the same physically. Emotionally I am healed from it for the very most part.

My pain is a testament to others. Sobriety through such torment is a testament. Sharing my story. Learning yours. Receiving advice from those who have what I desire. Giving advice to those who are tired of the crazy cycle or just need an ear.

Thank you ALL. What are some of the greatest gifts Sobriety has given you?

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#2

Thank you for sharing this my man.

For me, The ability to be an actual father for my son for one. I have also been able to join a choir that is a great support fore emotionally and spiritually. I can help others, get into a shape I like, and spend time with my family. There are more and more as time goes by.

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#3

Hey man, thank you for sharing

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#4

Thank you for posting. I’m glad to know you and glad you’re here sharing the message of sobriety.
You are living proof that we can recover regardless of circumstances.

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#5

So true. As time goes on the list certainly grows. And yes, the absolute biggest blessing in it all is the renewed bond with my kids as well. They are the whole reason I decided to sober up and tough this life out.

#6

Sure thing!

#7

Agreed. If I don't share I feel my purpose is quieted. Never that.

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#8

Thank you for sharing. It has given me my health back and my social life as I often isolated myself.