Struggling is a easy way of putting it when it’s not even at minute 1 again. 2 steps forward, 3 steps back. An here I am again trying to restart what I fail at.
Take three deep cleansing breaths, Right this second you are all right? They can’t eat you (they meaning the Committee of death in your brain) Three more breaths, pray, makes no difference, read from the abc’s (page 60) through the description of the 3rd Step! If you don’t think you are to the 3rd Step, you are, you need the Power of God desperately RIGHT NOW!! On your knees pray the 3rd Step prayer and then call your sponsor, or the first person to answer the phone, preferably a Recovered alcoholic who lives the Program (the Steps!) I’ve been ignoring texts and calls to text you and haven’t had a drink the entire sermon, lol!! I don’t remember your name but I love you!!
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