Theres a saying. I could stop but i couldn’t stay stopped. Rings true for me. I make a decision to turn my life over to be healthy. Somewhere along the way i go without a solution that worked i go back to my old ways.
Now that i have solution alcohol just seems like a sloppy second to the real relief.
Whenever i relapse its a slow progression. Once a month turns into daily
Now i i want to take a substance. I ask myself. Do i want the effect. Or taste.
How i know im a alcoholic. Non alcholics dont think about this

so dang true