whenever i got too high , i would slur and stumble my words so bad to the point i couldn’t smoke with anyone other than my bf because i was so embarrassed , i literally could not get my words out and would stutter and pause like a MF…!
i noticed today as i was talking to my co worker that my words were coming out easier… like i could actually talk straight and get my thoughts out normally ?!??
i’ve been around other smokers at the time who would do the same, or go completely mute and not able to talk.
i can’t believe the difference , and wonder how many people noticed it / noticing now …
i have been noticing so many positives and improvements after i quit this sht.
so so incredibly , unexplainably thankful .
feeling better than i have in two years , never been so excited and hopeful for new days and experiences.
has been a massive mindset shift too… had to go through so much to get to where i am today , and still carry trauma and damage from my past and addiction but am healing and i can say i’m truly happy and doing well . couldn’t do it or be here without my family though, most thankful for my parents and friends who’ve been here for me . can’t express my gratitude and love enough
never want to go back to that or way sht was, and i never will.
noticing all the little things in life too, have more time and more of my mind alert and able to be present …
