I'm willing to allow God to gide me in recovery to help but I have to be willing to give up my recovery... In I heard my self say we have to stop thinking that family or friends will relazie that I'm not perfect will I give my addiction up

CONGRATULATIONS 
on a wise decision.
Here are the two prayers that have helped me stay sober over the past 36 years.
“God, I offer myself to Thee – to build with me and do with me as Thou wilt. Relieve me of the bondage of self, that I may better do Thy will. Take away my difficulties, that victory over them may bear witness to those I would help of Thy Power, Thy Love and Thy Way of Life. May I do Thy will always!”
My Creator,
I am now willing that you should have all of me, good & bad.
I pray that you now remove from me every single defect of character
Which stands in the way of my usefulness to you & my fellows.
Grant me strength, as I go out from here to do your bidding.
The best thing you can do. Read your bible and see if there is a CR group near you.
Yeah man, drop the rock.
How’s everything going?
Na actually has online meetings I've been attending to online meetings because that's the best for me right now
Doing great just celebrating my 13 months sober from Meth
I am the same way I have to give up my will to god every morning I have that problem I like to navigate instead of being patient and letting god do his work and I can’t do that anymore I have to give it to god. There is no other he will be there always through whatever you go through As long as you have faith😇