Ready to give up some times it's like I don't know what I'm fighting for any more the only person I have ever loved don't understand anything don't stop and ask why things had happened I almost went to jail because I love her and people are out to get her and I won't alow that and they know it but to keep anything else happening to her I haven't said nothing because she's been thru enough but it makes me the bad guy because she don't understand but I love her so much I won't leave her side but I was blind sided with it all but I love her so much that all these people are lying to her to make her leave me because they don't want to see her happy but she loves me and I love her she makes me happy and I make her happy when she's not being told a bunch of lies but when she was in jail I lied to her about being on drugs now that all I've done is been honest with her she don't belive me but I've lied because I didn't want her to get out and relapse so I had good intentions on why I lied because she begged me and told me she didn't want it in her any more I thought I was doing right but I should of just told her and she might believe me I'm just not sure tho I know I love this woman and I'm in love with her and she is the only family I've ever had and she the only person who has ever cared about me and the only person I've ever loved I didn't even know what love was until I got with her and I'm thank full for that I love her so much and she has given me and showed me things I didn't actually believe were real I wouldn't give her up for the world and I wish she new how much I really love her because there is know words how much I love her but I love her with all my heart
