Never would I thought I would lose the love of my life and it’s all my fault because I chose to continue to drink. Feeling like a piece of sh*t
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Hope you are ok. Things will get better.
Dee, awe I’ve been where you’re at multiple times! The good news is, that it’s fixable. I don’t know for sure about the relationship, but you have the power to get & stay sober. I had to go ALL IN on my AA program. 2 meetings daily, did the 12 steps w a sponsor multiple times, service work and changed my life from the inside out, for the better!
Trust is built w consistent action over a period of time.
I suggest working on yourself, then make amends in your 9th step.
I’m here if you want to talk.
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I know how you feel. I am ending my marriage and a lot of it had to do with my addiction. But just to let you know life goes on. It gets better and God has a better plan for us. So keep your head up you're on the right track
I have been exactly, exactly there. I destroyed a marriage with my drinking and pretty much everything else along with it. I have had to rebuild my entire life from scratch while dealing with permanent severe depression as a result of my drinking. But, it ca be done, by the grace of God not by myself alone.
I had to lose everything to find sobriety.