Today I’ve been sober 14 days and I will be kicked out of my beautiful home if I am caught drinking again.
So earlier I went into a restaurant/ bar and got food and a soda. Well I got home (after I attended an AA meeting) and was told by my boyfriend that someone saw me go into a bar and I immediately started shaking because I knew I didn’t have anything to drink so he gets out a breathalyzer and I almost went into a panic attack thinking holy cow I hope there wasn’t a drop of liquor in my drink and started questioning myself. Well I blew a 0 but at that point I’m ready to faint even though I did nothing wrong…that’s the most stressed out I’ve been this entire two weeks”….I actually craved a drink after that for a bit…
I’m ok now but dang…the reality is nobody trusts or believes anything I say and I can’t be mad about that due to the years and years of my lies and sneaking…
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Action action action , no more words , I have 112 days sober and my family is just now starting to trust me again , no more words , stay sober do to meetings and pound water !!!
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