The moment you realize the damage done while
using. The lies told, the manipulation the total
devastation caused takes your breath away. I've
been sober 6 months, had a relapse so starting
again but it's that realization your life will never be
the same. The relationships you had will forever be
broken. I lost my dearest best friend actually the
only friend I had left that I thought we could
rebuild. But today she very honestly said she just
can't because it's too much and as hard as we try
she can't forget. She can forgive but has to pull
back. My heart is broken because I'm in a new
state, in recovery but haven't really made friends.
I've made amends with my family but I guess I took
it for granted she would see my progress. So I'm on
my way to my recovery class and I'm hoping
tomorrow is brighter. Because some of my light just went away
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