I have been sober for 9 1/2 months…
And realized tonight how life can still become so unmanageable and fear based.
I realize how I have been so fear driven and not living in the solution.
Even though I go to meeting, read, listen to meeting tapes and staying busy. But so busy that I have not been handling things the way I need to.
I have been praying- but mot listening to for the answers.
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