Really been struggling a lot with that of suicide depression

Really been struggling a lot with that of suicide depression and feeling hopeless. I’m not an every day drinker but I am a binge drinker and these thoughts usually occur more when I’m drinking I’m using I have a mental health appointment and I am on my first 24 hours again right now hoping and praying and trying to take it one minute at a time at this point.

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Oh Ronda! First let me congratulate you on this 24 hours. That’s huge!!! These feelings your talking about in the book it calls them pitiful, incomprehensible, demoralization! You’ve been taking a depressant into your body. And for people like us that just doesn’t work anymore! Breathe, try to hit a meeting! Get some phone numbers. This does get better I promise you that’s!!!!:heart:

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